jeng..jeng..jeng..guess wat? im sooooo happy today!! hehehe..y? he said i m the best! hehe..i became his personal song server..and its like been so long i nv chat wif him..hee..how i wish i will be more than just a personal song server...*dreaming*..........

stupid! shit..! im gonna lose 6 marks for free today! all bcos of navin who has taught me the wrong stuff! damn...im sssoooooo fed-up! I dun wanna fail or get a just pass for this stupid java..haizzzzz...well...wat's done cant undo...haiz...
holidays here!..but..not tat happy...cos..as usual...i'll just stay at home..soo boring..wif lots of work to do...i just feel like im not living the life as a teenager...
y must life be so boring...i wana stay in a fantasy world where i can do anything i want! it would be so great!..haiz...
haha...at least something cheered me up today...he talk to me! hehe...and he loook handsome..hee..cos he wore a shirt..wearing shirt make boys look smart..hee..alright...i'm outa idea wat to write..so..peace everyone...

test..test...test...haiz..got a java test tmr...kinda lazy to study...but..ive got to study..cos i don wanna fail..sorry fajarians..cant join u guy tmr to go back to sch for teacher's day celebration...next time ya....
hmm..just has this feeling that everyone around me is so moody...haiz...not so cheerful environment...y pple? y? smile! be cheerful..get on the positive side...well...if u pple chose to be tat way then..my conclusion will be...u'll get old faster..hehe..
today's role play...oh man!! i don't think i would call it a role play..i din even say anything..aiyah..teacher...teacher..nvmm...forget it..wateva...
hmm..again...old same story repeats..no barbeque...nvm...
he....he...how i wish he would talk to me often...been dreaming of him in 2 consecutive days but not yesterday...think too much about him i guess..only his best fren talk a lot wif me...haiz..its ok jihan...u still have a lot of frens around u..yeah..u go girl!

haiz...m in lab rite now..java lesson..i DONT KNOW how to do this shit! gerammmmzzz...and so i find an alternative way to fill up my boredness...there u go...this place..btw..thanks dee dee for letting me know regarding this webby..hehe..kinda cool...just reminds me of our old school days..remember? elda? hehe...the book we use to write to let out our feelings..haha..how i miss u guys...hmm..holidays coming!! but as usual..cant fully relax..gota study for test wen sch reopens...boring....well..my class planned to have a barbeque...but not sure if they will really carry out..hope tat they will carry it out.

hmm...yesterday night..i dreamt about tis guy tat i like..i was sooo happy..hehe..and from wat my fren says..if u dreamt of tat person..it means he is thinking of you..is it true pple? well..for all i know..he just treats me as a friend.. :-(