dear diary,
tis morning is the saddest morning when i woke up..those hu r close enuf wif me shuld noe y..i cried as if my tears are waterfalls..i wont forget tis day..i din want to go to sch...even though i got 2 test today..but alhamdulillah..everything is fine now..thanks to my father.ny aunts n uncle..after everything is fine..i called ms phoon..module leader for java and ask her if i could retake the test tat i missed..wif my reason..its a bit hard..so she asked me if i could make it in the afternoon instead..and its fine wif me..i went in the afternoon to take uml and java.. my frens ask me y i din came in the morning..i din wanna say..im too worried and sad i guess..just tat i din show any of those impression..i try to be strong..and now everything is fine..well..there's nothing much i could say today..that's all..adios..

dear diary,
feel sick today..got flu and slight fever..haiz..but for now the fever is almost gone..getting better..only flu..if it continues till night time..im afraid i wouldnt be able to study for tomorrow's test..sianz..test again..went for today's java extra lecture.. i tot that the lecturer would go thru some stuffs for tomorrow's test..but i was wrong..but nvm..its ok..i really wanted to pay attention..but din give full attention..cos of my condition..i end up sleeping..not for the whole lecture of cos..i dont know y but i was sleeping in the train wen going to school,sleep in lecture room and sleep in the train again wen going home..i feel so tired..maybe bcos sick ba..actually there's another lecture tat is for UML..but din go..i have to go home..cos its not only me who's sick..my mum's sick too..i'm still young..so even though im sick..i can still help my mum with the household chores.. don't wanna trouble my mum..even now im still feeling sleepy..feel lazy to study for tomorrow's test..haiz..din c him today.. instead saw navin..heh..navin for wat..hee..wanted to give him back his cd tat i borrowed..but i guess i have to wait for tomorrow and return him..well...ive got nothing more to say..signing off..adios..

Dear diary,
Havent been updating tis webby lately..fes of all..quite bz..and..some problems..which cos me to have no mood to do anything..not bcos of im lost in lurve eh aishah...haiz..got a flu today..don't know y so sudden..hmm..well..ytd jimmy and weiwei held hands..hehe..i feel funny..maybe cos tis is the fes time i saw jimmy holding girls hands..hmm..i think weiwei really like him ar..if not they wouldnt have discuss and held hands..heehee..gd for them lah..as for me...im still not sure of my feelings..but frm wat aishah told me tis morning,she said tat i really like him,not the play2 kinda like..haiz..im not sure whether i have to stay and wait wat happens or go on to find someone else..im veryyy confused...