dear diary,
its a cold morning today,raining heavily now..wow..wat a nice weather to sleep..but..i cant sleep..gota go to sch later on.. for 3 hrs only..adui...yesterday nite..been trying to do my java programs..headache...i dont really know how to do..it really worries me..only left a few wks to do..the sch is really not fair..trying to dili deli our work..hate it...i dont wanna fail any modules tis sem..its a tough job to retake a module..gota work hard frm now..yeah..u can do it..u go girl..well..gotta go now..want to get ready for sch..still raining..gotta bring umbrella..haiz..so sianz..k...adios..

Dear diary,
Din get to access the net yesterday,was so fed-up,din noe wat happen...i was so fedup that i went to bed early..ard 9.50... i felt i had a looooong sleep tat tis morning when i woke up,i din noe wat day isit today,i took a long time to remember wat day isit..still can have the thought tat today is sunday..heehe...haiz..dont know wats wrong wif me..and yes now the internet problem has been fix..after i reinstall my modem..thanks to the scv customer care consultant..gosh..his voice is so deep tat i tried very hard to listen to every word he said..his 'f' i heard it as 's' for several times.only when he said 'f' for fun.. duh..next time say it earlier mr..waste my time typing 's' several times..aniwaes..got a grp discussion today..and java extra lecture..navin really piss aishah off..wats wrong wif u man..be responsible enuf...im pisssed off too but not so bad as aishah..heehee..din go for the java lecture..wanted to go home..cos my mum still not fully well..cant let her do more works..no mum..u cant..get well fes then can do..hmm..alrite..got nothing more to say..adios..

dear diary,
nothing much happen today..din went out..only yesterday,went to expo and take baju kebaya, tempah 2 mths ago.. but when i took it yesterday,very loose!! i dont know y..have i gone slimmer?? hmm..nvm..gota re-alter it again...well...just finish cooking..my mum's still not feeling well..still a bit sick..so i think i'll just cook the dishes today..dun wana trouble her..
i've been thinking tis few days..maybe there's no point of me liking him anymore..if the feelings wanna fade..let fade then..
on last fri..we had mcdonalds meal and we saw them there..so we tell them to join us..cos theres only me n sha.. thru out the meal,i notice he has been looking at all pretty chi girls..(his taste for girls..pretty chi girls)..and frm there i started thinking, he's not gona change..nothing will open his heart..haiz..nvm..maybe wat navin say is true..he's not good enuf for me..well..i guess i have to go on wif my life..and find the next target?? hehe...if there is lah..but i still a bit like him..nvm..it'll fade off i think..hmm..well, nothing more to say..adios..