dear diary,
went to Sentosa ytd..wif my family,aunt n uncle,wafi's family(the boy tat my mum is taking care of) and 2 of my bro's frens..leave at abt 8++ i guess..supposingly 8..but my bro's frens were late..so my family and the rest entered sentosa for free..haha..cos wafi's dad paid for all of us..waited for the monorail to go to the PALAWAN BEACH... while waiting for the train..i was looking2 ard..then i saw my bro's fren ..a girl..walikng up the stairs..smiling here n there..then behind her was even more shocking!! haha..not tat shocking lah.but we saw my dad's family..my cousins all..ooh...gi Sentosa tak ajak pun kita eh...takpe...hehe..than yah...we salam2...so many hands to hulur.. lenguh tangan cek noo nak salam..so the train came and my family was sitting right in front..and they were right behind..reached the beach..and we found a perfect spot..quite shady..my dad's family was at the other side..not near us..haha..like merajuk gitu kan...but no la..afraid wafi's family would feel left out..hehe..i din swim...lazy..wif my contact lense on..kecut nanti kena air masin tu.. only my bros and his frens..and wafi.. i walked ard the beach..then saw this place..bora-bora cafe or sth like tat..then i saw a pool table! hhaha..ape lagi.. main lah..pplayed wif my uncle..2 bucks per game..but the thing is u have to buy sth frm there then u can play..so EX the stuffs..and my uncle wins the game..ish.. then i went to my cousin's place wif my mum..then tok to them abt pool..wen they heard there's a pool table..fuh..dgn pantas kaki melangkah..played a game wif them..haiz..i lose again..nasib..i really cant stand malay teens nowadays.. the girls..wear bikini lah.. shit lah..wat lah.. one particular girl i saw..walking on the beach wif her fren in front of everyone..wears a bikini..and guess wat..her size is not small man..tembam..babat here n there..and her butt is like a balloon and still dare to wear a bikini..her fren is thin..but so wt if she's thin..still tak tutup aurat..i just dun understand..i mean.. a guy..even if they behave like a setan..they wuld wan a girl hu has a gd character..behaviour to be his wife..not those types..wild..veeeryy sexy..wats there to show man..we r not living in the west side of the world..and the boys?? haiz..i also dunno wat to say..2 of them..i saw..wore a short..and they purposely wear it so low so tat their drain can be seen..lawa sangat lah tu pantat die..ish..menyampah u..after seeing all this stuffs ytd..all i can say is astaraghfirullah..
i stayed there till afternoon..abt 2++ i guess..then we went home..then we drop by for a while at the hawker center at the intechange there..i din eat anything lah..just drank mineral water..the rest ate sth..then after tat..off we took 963 and went home..slept in the bus for a while..din swim also felt tired.. at nite..went online for a while..but din update my blog..too tired..then log out..cos i wanna watch the jelangkung story..after watching for a few mintues..i find it rather boring..indo language.i dun really quite like indonesian stories...then i switched to ch 5..watch american idol..but then my eye cant stand it..i have to sleep.. then today..my bro told me the jelangkung story merepek.. not logic..not scary even..fuh..lucky din stay up..haha..
haiz..feeling lonely this days..and gonna be lonely till monday..he has went back to his mum's kampung.. :-( where eh..at muar i think..forget..no gd nite msgs..no gd morning msgs... hehe..ish..melebih lak aku ni.. k lah..enuf said... adios..

dear diary,
havent been updating lately..well..partly cos i dunno wat to type..
well..ytd..had a break for 3 hrs..so..me,aishah and mas's gang..wet to Long John Silver at AMK..after tat i ask them to play pool..at fes they were afraid cos they dunno how to play..i mean im not tat pro too rite.soo..yar..end up we played..it was so much fun..haha..watching the fes timers playing..played 4 2 hrs..1 hr is $5.20..i dunno how we endde up paying 15 bucks..damn..lucky it was shared among 6 pple..so each payed for only 2 bucks..and it was raining heavily wen we wanted to go back to sch..so no choice..cant walk to sch rite..so we had to take a bus..and the bus stopped like quite far frm the sch..shit..and still have to walk..i wasnt wearing a dark colored clothes though..and yar..there goes..wet blouse.. when i reach my lab..settle down for a while..and my hp rang..i was pissed off after i picked up tat call.. here's wat happen..an indian guy fren of mine appeared at the pool place while we were playing..so he was asking me.."y nv call me?" and i just ans in normal way..fren2 way.."call u for wat?" and he actually called me up telling me tat he''s not coming for the lesson and also pissed off cos i insulted him..wat the hell? tat sentence doesnt even sound like an insult to me...??"call u for wat?" i said tat sometimes to my frens..man..he is sooo sensitive..take things too seriously..worst still..im in the same project grp as him..
had a grp meeting today..yeah we did discuss but i din tok to him! im thinking of not making the fes move to apologise him..cos i did apologise on the phone wen he called but he doesnt care wat i said..but seeing his behaviour today..like he's acting like nth has happen..i guess i'll have to make the fes move..aiz..i tried to be patient wif him everytime he does wrong..refrainde my self frm scolding him..but this is wat i get..he is isaying as if im a bad girl..i like to insult pple..fell rather sad n disappointed though..but nvm..after i apologise to him..i'll forget the whole thing..well..tats it for now..adios...