Selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam yang taat berpuasa dibulan yang mulia ini. Yang tak minat puasa tu.. Selamat Deepavali.

i am soooo damn worried abt my project... damn scared.. damn stress... how aliff? our part still not done... haiz.....

1 wk more to go to finish up my project.. n believe it or not.. i still havent start coding.. only did the user interface.. i have the program in java but my project is in VB.. im not tat gd in java.. so i wont understand wat the codes in java is toking abt.. and cos of tat.. i wont noe how to convert those codes into VB.. felt abit relieved today when hairul told me his fren can actually helped by having tat java program as a back end processing program.. in other words..combine both VB with java.. i hope tat can really works.. so i dun have to worry so much..

today's school is ok.. except i get sleepy often.. i slept at Mac while waiting for lesson.. dozed off a while in tutorial class.. and also in lecture.. sooooo sleepy.. lucky me lecturers din catch me..

my frens.. sha n mal talked abt being a teacher after they graduated.. sha wants to be a malay teacher.. mal a maths n eng teacher.. then aliff came n join in the topic.. and he also mentioned abt becoming a teacher.. mira also.. mas also.. right? now everyone wants to join NIE and become a teacher.. this teaching thingy makes me think again about wat im gonna be after graduate.. i mean.. everyone has their pathways.. their next step in life.. but me?? i fell like i have no vision at all.. sha asked me... "you dont wanna try n apply?" hmmm.. the problem wif me is.. i dunno.. half of me says im not interested and i dun have the interest in studying anymore.. the other half of me says its interesting.. ok ...lemme see.. my interest would be art..designs.. but does tat makes me an art teacher? "ms siti" urgh... people says tat art teachers are weird sometimes.. in terms of behaviour and thinking.. i'll become one if i ever become one of the art teachers.. or worst.. i'll go mad.. (cos cant tahan with kids behavior nowadays..haha)
OR m i already one weird person? nononono....

suppose to be studying for my comm skills exam.. next wed.. but... c where i end up.. as usual..